haha. was looking through some old pics. dug up this one. i didn't even know i had this lah! anyway. i think this was taken when i was studying for my promos. it was past 12 midnight!!! and i was at changi airport mugging my eyes, brian, heart out!!! so unbelievable. that was why i was rather upset about my results despite the efforts put in. sigh. life.

see! i look so haggard lah!!

yea. it was the last official school day yesterday!!

bloody hell. waited damn long to be outta school.
well. not really though. haha. dance practice.





anyway. had anderson's yesterday with dear!!

my favourite chocolate fondue!!


ok. it was meant for two. but i finished most of it. =p.


oh. then we were walking around when i asked him to pose with the wall. see the similarities?



then we went shopping.

bought two tees for $20!!

i feel useless.

nonsense, non-sense, non-sense-sical.

i feel that im not good enough. no where near tthere.

it's not that i wish to close my door. it's u guys which made me do it.

PW PW PW.... SIAN!
haha. but i believe everyone's going through the same torture. hang in there! 2 more weeks.

ok. got back my results. i CAN get promoted. well. it wasn't very good. so... sigh. one more freaking year in JC. it's making lose faith in 'i got ur back' can... shit it.

i met up nwith qi ying on tues. kinda missed the sec sch life. i should have went somehwere that's more suited for me! damn!

anyway. it's going to be a hectic weekend. OP, dance, galfrens. haha. pucs will be uploaded.

I HATE YOU! haha. shh. =]

hmm... k... life's kinda boring and slow these few days.
BUT I LOVE IT!!!
kns lah. this is life man.
tried skating with a board on sunday. (lolx. skateboard?)
i manage to move on it. haha.

was PW day today.
ee. lets get it over and done with it lah.
it's a torture in life.

getting back our promos result soon.
damn it lah. got a bad feeling about it.
but well. im open to the option of poly. (as usual)
but... ok. dun say first. i'll reveal the part where im reluctant to go poly after the results.

im going to renovate my room!
yay. finally.
no more living with insects that crawl through the stupid hole in the window.

this period of time.
i found out, it's no use complaining all the time.
keeping quiet is always the best tool.
but why why why...

dun make me turn into what i dun want to become.

went to sentosa today hoping to get a nice tan. well. it looks like i dun look any different. boo hoo. fun nevertheless. haha.

i did wear the new bikini i bought yesterday! well. if ure fated to see it u will. haha. i scared dear dun like too! so qian zhou lah this pic..


then we got hungry. went to eat. haha.


good question. smiling? eating? lolx. i guess this will be what u get when u mix the both up.


lastly. this was when we're waiting in the car for my familiy to pick me up to go to the night safari. haha.

well. basically. i had no pics for the night safari as it was dark. and i just discovered im really a little night-blind. lolx. anyway. i want to glorify this ****ing person (ben and jerry's, spore night safari, wearing purple gay polo, at 2230 hours) who took my table's chair happily WITHOUT asking. and when my dad was shifting the chairs from another table, his ****ing chair was blocking. so my dad HELPED him move his chair and his was scaring at my dad with that ****ing face. what the **** lah. my mum was also staring at their table already. want to fight is it. scared u meh. bring it on.

i guess that i have no qualms spitting vulgarities anymore.

today marked the last day of the promos.

the fate is sealed.

i seriously think im going to fail.

went out with dear and my girlfrens after the last paper!

had kuishinbo for lunch. yummy!

haha. well. how good can u look when ure indulging in food?!

went to toy-r-us after that. had a little photo-taking session.

thanks to our photographer (dear) so that all of us could be in. =]

michelle!! where are you?! haha.

guess who was the one in the mask! lolx.

ok. i didn't know we were supposed to act.

went to far east for some shopping after that.

bought dear a new outfit. me bought it!

nice right.... he's already taken if any u gals out there fall in love instantly here! =p. haha. ok lah. jokking.

ok!! will be back tmr! cya people. =]

life sucks.
totally blanked during chinese paper today.
screwed GP yesterday.
now what?

was slacking the past few days with johannes AKA dear.
lolx.
just wanted to introduce it that way.
pics will be uploaded next time ya. =]
anyway.
gna end off with "love being sadistic".
haha.

well. shall return to blogging. after weeks of complete confusion. =]

i managed to drag myself outta bed these two mornings of the weekends. haha. (other than the exception of friday when i jumped out of bed to finish PW despite not going to sch). =p.

had GP lesson yesterday morning. well. it was freakingly cold. and i think im gonna fail GP. sigh. went to janet's house to finish up our GP project. haha. then came the highlight of the day-trip to the zoo!!! it was actually an attempt to shake the fear off my little bro. ya. he's scared of the zoo until yesterday. had Kuishino for dinner after that. haha. im happily full and tired. =]. so there's another day gone. Slack slack slack....


yup. these are my two brothers. oh ya. im the photographer for the day!! (as usual).

lame. he wanted to pose for it. oh well. i dun see the similarities between us. haha. =p.

went to study today. haha. I FINALLY FOUND A WAY FOR ME TO STUDY EFFICIENTLY!!! kept changing my study area lah. went to suntec. moved from macs to the esplanade bay to esplanade rooftop to esplanade library to esplanade lobby. gotta say i've covered what i set out to cover for today lah.

ok lah. the pics for today will be uploaded next time. anyway.
ps: dear. good night. see u soon!! =]

went to vivo with dear ystd. caught rush hour 3!! damn funny lah. haha. and the queue was very very long. not to mention that we were very hungry.

had lunch at kim gary's after buying the tickets. nice nice but i can't finish my portion. lolx. dear came to the rescue lah. hmm. the outing was enjoyable. haha. or rather like what he will say, he managed to keep my temper down. haha. see. i am a happy person if i dress nice and everyhting goes smoothly. haha.

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went out with lilin, delia, gene, qiyang and lifu. watched flashpoint. kept laughing with lilin cuz it was like so unreal. lolx. the formation delia and i thought of failed. went for pw after that. surprisingly, it was rather fun. and abel was serious.haha.

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happy bdae singapore! had chalet. haha.

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happy birthday gene! didn't make it to the celebration with them. haha. went to the chalet again. but this time dear didn't go, he had tuition.

well. somethings are meant to be are meant to be. sigh. im breaking off. i so super love janet. she's a wise person and a VERY VERY VERY good friend. =]

yup. went to dear's house to finish the freaking piles of tutorials yesterday. haha. in the end, i didn't manage to do much. not because we were distracted. but because i only reached his house around 430 noon. haha.

that is him stressing over his student's work. haha. and non-stop talking to himself while marking them. and that's his com. with me as his wallpaper!! sweet right. haha. (notice the difference between the me two years ago and now.. sigh).

i stayed till 11pm. made our way to amk hub to catch Disturia at 1130. haha. were late. but it's ok. okay.. i was laughing very hard when i tried waking him up. the conversion is along the lines as below:

me: wake up. it's 11 alrdy.

him: hm? i do alrdy...

me: huh? wake up wake up.

him: i alrdy put it inside alrdy...

me (trying hard not to laugh): put what thing?

him: the figures... the ratio is 3 is to 5...

lolx!!! i tried waking him up at 1045pm. and he was talking about a floating bed!! haha!!! how not to laugh?? =p. well. maybe he's done too much marking. haha.

ps. disturbia's quite a nice film. worth catching it. and the cheese of nachos at amk hub rocks!!

haha. skipped school today. was late and sick. so why not. haha.

went out for a movie in the evening. Alone. haha. good question. why do we pay to get frightened?

yup. took this pic when we were out. see. that is what will happen to me without exercise(pe and dance) for a week! fat, fat and fat. not to mention haggard looking. well. go to neighbourhood shopping centre only. dun need to wear so nice what.

another shitified day for me. endless tutorials and naggings. screwed up physics once again.

remember the learning festival that we had like last week? i went for the pop guitar basics mah. did i tell any of u? there was this super cute guy. oh manx. haha. and guess what. his name is darren too!!! totally mesmerised me with his playing of the guitar on the last day. lolx. which kinda reminds me about darren (super lame de) with his basketball. haha.

anyway, this darren that i just know. ya. during the course he helped with me with the guitar lah. but not the majority of the time lah. maybe one or two minutes? lolx. and i thought that was it. BUT!!! HE SMILED AT ME TODAY!!! i was climbing up the stairs and him in the opp direction. that i was wondering why that person so familiar looking. then came the smile. lolx. so cute lah. so unexpected. made me go crazy like for a few minutes. haha. never had this kind of feeling in the many lightyears that have passed lah. should be since last year case with the only bballer i like in school. haha.

wah. today was so embarrasing can...

i think my class knew about the 'collision' i had with mr ji wen today lah. i seriously did not recall what happened during the process. all i felt was i was hit, the next thing i knew i was holding on to his arm. then the whole class started laughing. eh... i pai seh enough already lor.

then nvm lah. janet and cheryl were in their own conversation leh. lolx. then i though cheryl was asking janet if she was tallest in the faculty. so i confidently say yes for janet mah. then i added got one more girl taller than her in arts fac. janet second tallest gal in sch. all this while, they kept quiet. somemore i still say ' correct what'. then they started laughing. becuz cheryl asked janet if she was tallest in her family. . . .

went with mich to vivo. haha. surprised her earlier with the secret admirer thing. lolx. she fell for it. haha. yup. she got her shorts. went to topman. got some things and a watch!! haha. then waited for johannes to watch movie, vacancy.

then the stupid person didn't believe i was alrdy 16, so we did not buy the tiks. went home to pick up my ez-link to find it missing, so brought my IC instead. went to causeway to watch. in the end, popcorn not nice show not nice, so anti-climax. haha. oh ya!! i've got a new water bottle and comb!! haha.

learning fest ended today. haha. ok lah. slacked throughout the week despite the phy test and H1 common test next week. welll... haha.

i went for nail art, motivational power at the movies and pop gutar basics. i'll upload pics next time. esp lilin's nails!!! i did it for her! haha. janet was so 'zai' at the volleyball clinic lah. lox.

and u know what. i just found out last night. darren's quite a shopaholic. =p. lolx.

yup. this was some of the pictures backstage. after the noon show, before and after the night show. haha.

keisha and VK ( 5th and 1st photo), hip hop cherographers! one word. cool.

yup. clare was also part of Rapture. so cool right.. haha. missed having dance practices with her. but that photo i not very nice. i look like i have cock-eye lah. so bald somemore...

yea. then met up with dear, shi hao and si ying after that to watch movie. but the both of them can't make it last minute. so left me and dear to watch harry potter, which i slept during throughout most of the show.

oh ya!!! i almost forgot!!! thank you thank you thank you MICH!!! for your SHOE!!! haha. and the layers of padding. sorry the shoe wasn't in a perfect condition after the concert. but im bringing it for repair!!! hmm. if the person didn't do a gd job, come back to me, took a bloody long time to find someone who would actually do repair. so dumb.

RAPTURE 2007!!! (the guests.)

it's finally here and gone. haha. months of training, sweat, blood, skin.. lolx. all because of this day. yup.

the opening was rushed. ALL of us weren't even prepared.

red's item. u know. i dun have to say.

hip hop. i did my best. though i think it wasn't good.

haha. this was what happened it the afternoon show. the night one was slightly different. though most of us screwed up during the night show. haha. this is what will happen without dinner, just tea, slacking, sleeping and of course cam-whoring back-stage which i will upload later.

gotta thank the people who came!!

showed us their support. thanks people!!

dear. thank you. pic not nice. so never upload. =p. we'll have more chances in future. no fear. haha.

shi hao and si ying. thanks for showing ur support!! always had fun with u guys. =]

mich, liling, joy, alvin, joel and his fren. =p. well. thank you!! . haha.

darren ANN and his frens. haha. thank you! i know i've said it numerously but still.. =p. hmm. reason and everything about the thanks you's have been explained. =] (this guy is actually very very very lame behind the cool look.) =p.

Becky. haha. sent u the postcard! lolx. i still dunno how to spell ur name. thanks for the pink flowers!!!

Gene and his fren. sorry! din have time to meet u after the concert. haha. explained and said everything in the postcard too!!

i know this post is kinda late. writing it on the 25th of july while the actual day was the 3rd. haha.

i remember. this was the day when we were about to get back our results. (which eventually we did not). i think all of us were like under so much stress and depression that we actually went crazy. haha. playing hide-and-seek in the CC, talking funny posts, being dancers (for the case of delia and janet and lilin), and me the cherographer. lolx. the good old days.

went to have cafe cartel for lunch later in the day. no nice pics. haha. so i didin't post any. =p. i still remember we saw melvin su that day, after countless attempts to find out if we were there or not. and guess what, it was janet who spotted him. lolx. so farni.

the common tests are finally over... and ya... im damn screwed! had tom yam at Hougang Mall on fri with chen and mich. haha. the magic of tom yam never fails.

there was dance practice ystd. sigh. how i miss the days of enjoying dance practice.

oh ya! it was the DSA auditions for dance ystd. some of the gals really looked bitchy. lolx.

sigh sigh. miss the heart-flustering, face blushing, butterfiles-in-the-stomach moments. how nice was it to have an eyecandy in school. haha. i realy dun mind posting abt him in all posts! lolx. sry peeps. this is what a eyecandy-deprived person will be like. maybe i'll start telling the story in my next post. =p. (then im so going to get scolded.)

been slacking for three days. no work no revision. nothing. all i've been doing was... playing my new gadget the PSP. i've gotta say. it's addictive. haha. and to add to that. it's pink. yea! dynasty warriors' kinda fun. as in i wun put it down till i've finish the stages. it's addiction gal.

dance dance dance. oh well. practice practice practice.

give up already lah. dead. numb.

i've learn something being in a JC. the clue to surviving it is... BE NASTY!!! SELF-CENTRED? and wadever... damn. took me 6 mths to realize. guys are not guys anymore. switch the U to an A. lolx. with no offence people. im just ranting abt times when guys actually complained abt moving bags and everything. WE GALS SHIFTED THE DAMN TABLES AND CHAIRS. guys arh... buck up can?